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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
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uy, w0w! nagbago na pala itsura ng blogspot...anyway, i feel so down today that I took an absence from the hospital. I have to breathe. I couldn't muster 5 in-patients and 3 outpatients each day and still have to do all the paperworks, transfer them to the medical charts, report to the doctor, collaborate with the physical therapy interns/staff, go home late at night, and never having dinner. I don't have time for myself. At first I can endure everything but naturally one should really take a break. alam mo yun...parang lunch lang yung nakakain for the day. And I keep on crying each night away eversince I set foot in the occupational therapy section of the UST Hospital. I bumped into one of my former classmates in college and said "pumayat ka, phaedra". well, I've been receiving that comment since May. At 3 this morning, I went to my parents' room and I cried my heart out. My parents went ballistic as they thought I wasn't feeling well, that I have a fever. In between sobs, I told them I wanted to take a break for a day. I told them all the heartaches and that made me feel a lot better. As in! Parang nabuhayan ulit ako. Ang sarap pala um-absent. Dahil jan, 6 or 7 days na lang natitira sa 15 days na credit. Kapag lumampas, baka atakihin sa puso si daddy dahil hindi ako makaka-graduate on time...which reminds me...wala pa ko napapasa ni isang revalida exam...oh well...like I always say but never happens, BABAWI AKO!! hehe... babawi na tlga ko...Today, I got what I needed since May. Next absence ko, sa birthday ko, cuz the whole clan and I will be spending a day in ______.gosh, I miss blogging!!! Gone are the days when everything is just so, so simple. |
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posted by phaedra 8:36 PM
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